“A sense of deep awe was occurring to every soul, and many
wonders and miracles were taking place through the apostles.” Acts 2:43
In August of 2017, a total solar eclipse cast its shadow
across America. We were living in the totality of its path and my youngest son and
his girlfriend came all the way from New York to see it.
After he arrived, I told my son that the weather looked cloudy
for that day and especially in the early afternoon, during the eclipse. Maybe
even a thunderstorm was in the mix.
The night before the big day, my son was looking at a map on
the internet that showed the ambient lighting situation, or what is known as
“stray light” from things like street lamps. He wanted to view the solar
eclipse from a place where the nighttime street lights would cause the least
amount of occlusion. His explanation was that the street lights come on automatically
when it suddenly got dark.
I just looked at him when he told me this and thought to
myself, “People from big cities are so all about all the wrong things.”
I didn’t mention that to him at the time. What I did tell
him though were the facts: “The weather is going to be cloudy, but not really
overcast. So, we will need to search out a good spot where the sun is peaking
through the clouds at the time of the eclipse. If you stick with me, I will
find us such a spot, no problem.”
If any breaks occurred in clouds at all the next day, I was
confident that I would find a good cloud-dodging locale to view the eclipse.
This information had little effect on my son. He decided
that a nearby small-town with minimal street lamps was the ideal location.
Well, he is my Son and I his Father, and well, you know, why should he be
starting to take my advice now?
The day dawned cloudy, as predicted. As I was out doing my
job, I kept an eye on the sky and noticed a lot of breaks in the clouds. My son
and his girlfriend had taken off early to go to the nearby town. Oh, well.
The partial eclipse had started along with the excitement that
comes with such an event. I stood outside and scouted out the sky above,
looking for good, solid breaks in the cloud cover. No problem, there was a good
one a couple of miles down the road, in the country. No street lights are found
in the country.
I jumped in the truck and drove there as the sun became a took
on a crescent shape and began to disappear in that distinctive way it does when
the moon is moving in front of it.
I hopped in my truck and drove to the perfect place on a country
dirt road where the clouds were well parted and set up my tripod and camera.
It was a bit hazy between me and the sun, but that only seem
to enhance the experience.
Well, I must say, I’d never seen a total eclipse before and
words cannot do it justice. It was wonderful and fearful and everything
everybody said and so much more.
I started snapping pictures while looking through my
protective glasses, but it wasn’t long until all that I could do was stare at
the dazzling bright ball that was slowly turning dark.
And then there it was, a total eclipse; and the day went to
night and there was that eerie corona in the sky encircling what was left of
the sun and all this dancing light next to dark clouds.
I snapped a few more pictures of the totality, but looking
at it was piercing me through my heart. I was struck with awe and wonder. And
just like most miracles, not long after it had begun, it was over, just like
that.
We did get a little special end treatment though. Because
the shadow’s passing caused a temperature differential, the clouds formed up
quickly in the eclipse’s passing shadow and started a thunderstorm. It swept
past with lightning and loud thunder, not like any thunderstorm I’d never
seen before.
As I was talking to my son later, yes, he did experience the
eclipse, but his position was pretty cloudy. I’d call it more of a “normal”
experience. He did express a sentiment of awe and wonder, even in cloudy
conditions.
But it was more obligatory than blow-you-away.
The point being that one can lose that sense of God’s awe
and wonder if you are pursuing the wrong things. Is the living God just an
obligatory entity that needs a little attention now and then? Or is everyday
filled with a sense of anticipation? Not knowing exactly when He is going to
perform miracles in lives?